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everything is so fucked up now, its seems like every time i walk in the door to my house, im gettin yelled at, every time i go to work, someones got shit to say, every fucking where i go somethin goes on, am i that big of a burden on everyones life? i guess im not fucking cut out for this shit, its sad and it sucks, but its life i guess, i have been thinking alot, about my dad and shit, for ten years now hes been gone, you guys dont understand, i would give my fucking legs away just to see him again, he meant everything to me and its tearing me apart, my parents are fuckin upset with me all the time, i need to move out and get out of there lives i guess, and everyone elses
im about out of gas and the lite has been on my dash for a while
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[31 Aug 2005|10:19am] |
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so i told my mom about me moving out, she took it really well, which is awesome.
but, there is some things i need to do, i gotta save some money and buy stuff for the apartment. i relized how much time has gone past, it seems like only a few months ago that i was a freshman walking into dacula high for the first time, this is a big step in my life and is going to be a wonderful learning experience. im going to start going to shows again, i miss all my friends that i dont hang out with anymore, and im sorry guys, i love all of you. working six days a week gets kind of tiring after a while, i might find a new job or something, to get in more hours... im always so busy, i barely have enough time to throw on my skates and skate anymore, its sad i know, but i will open up some new doors when i move out, it will be all good.
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[21 Aug 2005|10:14pm] |
ok, so shits been going down
shits been confusing and hectec
shits been shit
i wish some people would just leave me and my life the fuck alone, if i am making a mistake, let me fucking make it, i can live for myself without other peoples shit, tonight.....i feel like drawing up some stuff on my old pad, then tomorrow im gonna get in the truck and fuckin drive..... just drive
i love all my friends and i love my family, i need to work up the balls to tell my mom i am moving out soon... its kinda hard though, i will late till later
my friends have never meant this much to me in my whole life, everyone is there for me right now when i need time to talk, or time to just be left the fuck alone, i respect all of you and i would die for any of you guys
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[02 Jul 2005|10:18pm] |
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well...
been skating and filming a shit load, got my cothing sponser going now which is cool
i bruised the bone in my leg and it hurts very bad
on a different note, right now shits gay
im confused
i mad
and im upset all the time
im getting used to this whole not being able to sleep thing, im living on amps for energy
i dont know what it is, but i cant handle this shit
i need to get away some way.. or some how
oh, and i got court on july 19th, im hoping it goes smooth and i dont get community service or something
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[19 Jun 2005|12:21pm] |
filming yesterday went pretty good, got some good shit on film
then i got lost and was late to work, and when i found my way back... i got into a car wreck, i fucked up my left wheels, and fucked up my head and my back. i need to go somewhere and do something.
im tired of all this drama shit with cat, i wish she never did "love" me, she just makes me unhappy
if anyone has a black honda civic, im going to kill you and your car.
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[19 Mar 2005|07:52pm] |
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<td align="middle">Bourbon
Congratulations! You're 102 proof, with specific scores in beer (60) , wine (83), and liquor (78). </td></tr>
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<td>Screw all that namby-pamby chick stuff, you're going straight for the bottle and a shot glass! It'll take more than a few shots of Wild Turkey or 99 Bananas before you start seeing pink elephants. You know how to handle your alcohol, and yourself at parties. </td></tr>
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My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 16% on proof |
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You scored higher than 87% on beer index |
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You scored higher than 94% on wine index |
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You scored higher than 92% on liquor index |
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[02 Mar 2005|10:03pm] |
long time no write i guess
i have no parents... i make the concrete and earth my parents
i have no home.... i make the streets my home
i have no divine power... i make honesty my divine power
i have no magic power.... i make personality my magic power
i have no law.... i make my self preservation my law
i have no strategy.... i make the right to kill and restore life my strategy
i have no miracles... i make rightous acts my miracles
i have no castle.... i make my immovable mind my castle
i have no sword.... i make my talent my sword
roll with the scripture tattood in your mind, i dont need god or a metal cross burning a whole in my voice, all i need is my morals and my friends
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[01 Jan 2005|10:14am] |
so pprobably one of the worst new years and worst days ever, fuckin blow
this shit is the las thing i need, i thought i had someone i could rely on, soomeone who meant what they said when they said it and would never fucking ditch me. well fuck that, im gonna go drink some more or something
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[28 Dec 2004|06:14pm] |
been working on my car of three days straight. took apart the whole left side and it still doesnt start.
startin to get PISSED
B.O.D. beware of dog the new crew fucka's wait to see the designs
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[16 Dec 2004|01:59pm] |
tomorrow is the last day of school for a few weeks, thank fucking me!
i finally can get the fuck out of there
tomorrow is also cacey jones and kids like us, fun shit, there is like a billion shows playing over christmas break, so awesome, cant wait to see down to nothing and champion
the mental show is on my moms birthday, i will take her with me, haha
me nick and justin had a CRAZY time sunday, lots of fun, and its gonna happen again, so everyone watch out!!!
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[24 Nov 2004|06:14pm] |
hope everyone has an awesome thanksgiving
the first of my crazy family is starting to arrive "the grandmother"
someone help me
happy turkey day
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[17 Nov 2004|05:46pm] |
new hair
im gonna put picture up once my sister brings back my camera
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[12 Nov 2004|04:30pm] |
mental, rightous jams, down to nothing, rnr, fight like a brave, snake bite, the spark, forward to death and ruiner are playing dec 27th!!
www.atlhardcore.com
if you dont go i will disown your ass!
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[11 Nov 2004|07:50pm] |
whats up everyone
ok well monday was amazing, me josh and richard got to skate with the top professional skaters at x-games, some were already our friends, but we got to meet fucking chris haffy and alex broscow, they did so damn good, when we walked in julian was sitting on the floor and vince was talkin to him, i thought he got hurt, but it was cool, afterwards we had pizza, talked to shima and turns out richard knows kevin racer, so we hung out with him for about and hour and got his number. so this weekend no parents in town, and me josh and richard are going to atlanta to skate at night time, its gonna be so amazing, kevin and skot racer will probably be there, i love skating so much
i got my down to nothing shirt in the mail today, it makes me feel happy, chris farmer is amazing
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[28 Oct 2004|08:53pm] |
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my parents are gonna be gone for there honeymoon in november, so that mean there might be a little "get together" which means alcohol at my house. i will let you guys know the plans later.
jerry burnt his head with a hair straightener
that will leave a nasty bump haha
well my ankle is pretty much better almost so im back on the skates, we got the hopital bill today and it was fucking 2000 dollars, so insane...
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[25 Oct 2004|10:38am] |
wow its been months
im at school, sucks yes ok
hello lauren.. and larissa
yeah, you people best comment
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[12 Aug 2004|08:53pm] |
i dont have school tomorrow
im going to statesboro to help my sister move in to college, it might be sad, i dont know if i can take my mom crying for the four hour drive home, but w/e. i got my new schedule today, i got pschycology with richard and micah, my friends said it was an interesting class so that might help liven up my day. well everyone have fun at school tomorrow and have a great weeekend..
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[16 Jul 2004|02:26pm] |
summer school is dead
i win bitches
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[07 Jul 2004|10:02pm] |
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the days without us talking is tearing me apart, i'm sorry for loving what i knew i could never have
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